Hold on to the memories... that's all i can do...-- -
i honestly don't know what to say. It happened all so fast. I don't regret us..even though everything, i put my trust in him.. in us.... everything in the end it .. didn't matter..Yet regardless of the hurt ...I will never have regrets of what happened between us. Had I known he would break my heart, i still wouldn't trade a single touch, nor every second spent with him would I change ....
. Never will i have the chance to know what could have been.. but what's infinitely worse..i will never know if he really loved me.. But i need to get over the fact that whatever feeling he might have implied, every single time he told me that he loved me and was going to always be there for me.. was something only temporary.. it was for just awhile..
....Still can't get over the fact that he was the only person who was really able to take my hurt away and show me that I could love again.. All i have left to say is.. that i loved him.. and i thank him for every moment he made me laugh.. made me smile.. he was everything i could ask for.. and more.. he was my best friend , my *other half*, my only reason for going on in this Effed up world.....
I Know I Am A Better Person For Just Knowing You..
"I love you... I love you more..... i loved you first..... but......
i think i will always love you..."
just something that was given to me before someone special left my life....